Donnerstag, 14. Juli 2011
I´ve never experienced something like that before. Normally I try to get as close as possible without them seeing me, but as soon as they do, they run away fast. I did not expect them to stay and approach me and it was an almost divine moment.
This little deer encounter made me realise two things:
In Psalm 46,10 it says: Be still and know that i am God. I gotta take the time to wait upon the Lord, to be not filled by all kinds of thoughts, and plans and goals to achieve. I have to stand still and wait for God to reach out to me. This is a tough one since i am so used to pack my short day with all kind of Todos to achieve. But in this case I was so glad that i had taken the time just to go out and walk around without anthing specific in mind, that i didn´t have the goal to run a certain amount of miles or go to a specific place.
I also noticed that i have certain expectations of how things will happen. I expected the deer to run away from me and was so surprised that they didn´t at the end. I wanted to hide from them to get a result but than got a much better result when i was exposed to them. My expectations are so often wrong and sometimes they hinder me from having great experiences.
For example: Most of us, when we think of difficulties in our life, we expect to experience pain and suffering and all kinds of bad feelings. So our goal is to try to get out of those circumstances as fast as possible. We try to solve the problem, we try to undo what has happened, we try to avoid or even repress it. But we don´t expect a divine encounter in the midst of it, even though God gave us so many promises that he will be nearest in our most difficult circumstances.
So..... let us wait a little more and let us try to not have our expectations set too much on how it´s ought to be!
Sonntag, 10. Juli 2011
I have no idea how i managed not to cry without ceasing. I did really well, but therefore i am bawling now, as i am writing this..... ;-)
God really did so many special things in those last 10 months. We got attached to some people so much, it feels like they´ve been best friends for a long time.
We enjoyed all those ministries we´ve been involved in and everything just seemed so right, such a perfect timing. All those ministries and relationships came so natural. Sometimes we even felt we didn´t do enough hard work. But now, to see in review all that has happened in those last 10 months and how many people got involved and got excited about caring for their community, just blows our mind. We acnowledge Gods fingerprints and signature in how everything came about.
All the Fosterkids from Bethel Ranch came to the lunch and it was so hard to say Good bye. One boy came running to the stage crying, telling me we have to wait for his birthday in 5 days until we can leave. I had a little private pre- party with him and as i was thinking about what present i could give him, i realised i had brought a toy to the church to somehow give it to someone who could use it. It was the perfect gift for a boy his age. I was so glad, i had "accidentally" brought that gift.
Thank you so much, Woodsedge community church, for all that you´ve been to us in these last 10 months. We are thankful that our pathes crossed and we hope and pray that there will be more crossing points in the future.
We now officially declare Woodsedge as our second church home (maybe our "church- beachhouse", being not to far from Galveston :-))
God bless y´all!
the barn, the burgers and fries, their friends, the church and the sunday school, the animals (but not the snakes) .....
Here´s my list of things i am going to miss:
We will miss the good, yummie and plenty food, but hopefully we will also miss some pounds of body- weight in a few weeks time.
We will miss the texan sunshine, but will be glad to not have to wear coats and mittens while sitting in a house (or at least have the desire to do so).
We will miss the huge variety of wild creatures, especially the cute little hummingbirds.
We will not miss the Skunk Smell.
We will miss strangers walking by, saying “Excuse me, honey” without even touching us. (No one in Germany except my husband would ever call me Honey, Sugar or Darling.)
We will miss strangers asking us how we are doing.
We will miss the customer service.
We will miss having our food packed for us at the grocery store.
We will miss the Spanish moss hanging down from the trees.
We will miss Kids saying “Yes, ma`am” and “Yes, sir”.
We will miss good Country music.
We will miss Mexican Restaurants.
We will miss Buiscuit Pancake mix, Lay Chips Sour Crème and Onion, Blue Bell ice cream Chocolatechip Cookie dough , Smoothie King Smoothies and cokes in cans.
We will miss “free Refill”
We will miss our friends!